thee no ordinary love shit

I respect Joe Buddens. I joke about him when I talk music cause he's pretty in touch with his emotions but when it all comes down to a song like no ordinary love shit part 1 & 2 he really can unwind a relationships many tangles to all make beautiful sense. Sometimes we go thru ugly circumstances to be in a beautiful place with a beautiful person.

part 1 (download here)

My path for tomorrow is relaxing at full throttle
Born to be a leader but a tough act to follow
Bet on me at all costs in spite of my cash
If I can’t afford the Whardarf
I can’t afford to fall off
Stories over greatness
No stopping my zone
I’m bumping Roman’s Revenge but I’m plotting my own
Like a prophecy in case niggas haven’t learned not to bother me
‘fore you send your shots, check my returns policy
Could do without the leeches
Choose without the creases
Miami heat hater but I do the South Beaches
For any drama I be calling up monsters
I ain’t Gilbert I never met a wall I can’t conquer
Ruger aimed if I’m who you try an’ belittle
I learnd it’s hard to get justice when you try and be civil
Whatever the future holds I can live with the day
Some niggas will sell there soul but some will give it away
And as the devil in disguise they window of opportunity is minimised
Simplified, check what I exemplify
Bitch nigga, here’s something for you to generalise
Estate out by Tenafly
Pool houses, winter rides
Play in that water, you bound to get your feet wet
Only rapper with nothing to hide, me and G-Dep
My shorty might disagree with that sentiment
If I keep something from you, I promise it’s all innocent
Bitches gon get you with that fake out beat
Won’t let the media takeout me
A made nigga gotta know I’m dealing with me
Gotta put up with a lot of hate before you say you love me
How much of it can you tolerate
You can’t talk about marriage and giving birth
If you hit the dirt anytime you think I lift a skirt
It grows tiresome everytime you get berserk
Plus if you abandom home over what was just a flirt
Without a care, I just chuck Deuces
My skin will turn numb and you’ll be stuck with what your truth is
Then you’ll feel a way thinking I should have resisted
Then you’ll start to see a side of me
You never knew existed
Cause you’ve never seen me act like a jerk
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works
Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst
Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts
But wait
It’s to the point I gotta ask myself
Why the fuck is it so easy to detach myself
Maybe it ain’t you
Just something I lack myself
But if these wounds are self inflicted I can patch myself
Now listen I could give a fuck bout how them other niggas treated you
If your ass was that perfect they would be with you
I don’t care if you dimed out
You’ll say your the best I’ll ever have and I’ll say I’m willing to find out
Wait I’m thinking bout our bond and what happened to it
If you ain’t lifting the burden, you probably adding to it
Just say my logic is wild and just sick to her
Just say I’m all for self and don’t consider her
She feel like she don’t have a voice in this relationship
I’m thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it
Certain shit I wouldn’t stand for
I’m giving them my all but she demands more
I wish she would understand more
Certain shit you couldn’t plan for
I’m guessing I love you and your worth it
I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this
But oyu just think that I’m full of it
We both come from backgrounds of bullshit
I’m fortunate that aint what you see in me…

part 2 (download here)

She feel like she don’t have a voice in this relationship
I’m thinking boo you got a choice so why you taking it
Certain shit I wouldn’t stand for
I’m giving her my all but she demands more
I wish she would understand more
Certain shit you couldn’t plan for
I’m guessing I love you and your worth it
I should take some time out and figure if you deserve this
but you just think that I’m full of it
We both come from backgrounds of bullshit
I’m fortunate that that aint what you see in me
I’ll stop lying to you once you start believing me
But I’m always who you wanna bring the questions to
It’s less about me hiding shit and more about me rejecting you
It’s totally different the way our minds are made up
To me flirtings natural, to her it’s cause for break up
To me it’s human nature she disagree with the logic
confusing being monogamous with being robotic
I talk to other girls I interact with em
You shouldn’t take that as tryna get in the sack with them
Just know how I act with you is how I act alone
I signed up for a girl not a chaperone
Besides that plan’ll backfire and now it’s onto her
She don’t take my word and now I feel I’m being monitored
And I wont you to be the one that I endured the longest
Accept me at my weakest, support me at my strongest
Bring something to the table though, earn ya keep
Then I’ll triple it and all I ask in return is peace
Aint with the arguing shit all the time
You see I’m honest to a fault but is it yours or mine
I put you through some things where you could have bolted
You want honesty or rather shit be sugar coated
I’ll put you on a list of people screaming fuck me too
Do you want a pretty lie or the ugly truth?
Truth is you got some things that you gotta learn too
When everything that concerns me don’t concern you
Truth is you gotta a couple tainted views
And you bring up my ex as if I couldn’t do the same with you
Truth is you want me to do the kept it real
Truth is you’re too emotional and need a better filter
No third party will ruin our plan
I’d had for you to be the girl who’s too consumed with her man
So I want you to have your own plans
You to have you own ends
You to have your own life
You to have your own friends and I’ll be right beside you
I can tell that you cried
Cause you don’t bring up problems that you got with me till I do
You say that I’m out a lot and that I aint here enough
You take care of me and I’ll take care of us
I’d love to put a child in you and live lavish
But my baby momma scared me, let me tell you bout my baggage
We could have a son and break up and be done
And now I’ll never see him again
As you take him and run
You gon’ tell him that he’s fatherless
Tell him that I’m cowardly
You’ll have some resentment so you’ll start acting childishly
You’ll rake me in court cause of course you’ll have it out for me
To you it may sound obsurd but for me it’s a reality
Still at times it seems like you’re not proud of me
Though I’m showing you the best man I know how to be
But you keep saying show me more
You’d appreciate me better had you known me before
You’ve never been cheated on
had another chick in your house in your bed
You, you aint seen the worst time
Hit you with that old move
Take you to a flick that I’ve already seen with another broad
but pretend like it’s my first time
And, ya don’t know how that sound
On the phone with you, while she quiet in the background
Bunch of shit that I aint in a hurry to do
So before I beef, know that he got buried for you
I dont tell you that for points, nah, you can keep the brownies
I tell you so that you know I was mature when you found me
Tell you so you know that little boy shit that I get annoyed with
You should keep it coy with
Cause all that is, is stress for me
I’m not ya ex baby girl
you not a catch for me
I mean respectfully, certain shit I’m not….